i am. hahliLVNDR. or, hahli, for all intents and purposes in regards to internet identites. a biomechanical fox person. mad alchemist and lavender witch. faerie changeling and quantum mechanic.
fae / faer
☉ ♊ • ☾ ♉ • ↥ ♏ ☄ 1990 | ⚧ ∞ 🜛 ⚘
i have many names. online i go by "hahli". offline i go by another. and elsewhere by other names still.
i change with every breath, and dream beyond the flesh
exist sight unseen, betwixt and between
the light passed behind the eyelids at night
alice of otherland, renegade knight
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lore drop
I frist met my dæmon at age 16. they were a mouse. they were a crow. they were cat, a fox, and an osprey. Fortunately during htis time I had found a philosophical context for this in reading His Dark Materials that year while undergoing a focused cult indoctrination process at home. I had a unique vantage point from which to observe this chasm of the mind / body separation experience. Of intercision. I was given a key. And as patriarchal violence imposed istelf in my material life, my ætheric, spiritual life took refuge within imagination and YA fiction.
Essentially, as a way to protect my mind from further archonic editing, I reverse engineered the tactics of mind control used on me, neutralized their volotile expression, applied it to my anima sense (or conscience) and experienced a lesson in what is possibly considered a form of tulpamacy. But I called them my dæmon. this skill I learned in my journey through the dark forest of the otherworld.
Anyway, I only know make art & music, play with LEGO, BIONICLE lore, eat hot chip, trans genders, and catch pokémon.
