i am. hahliLVNDR. or, hahli, for all intents and purposes in regards to internet identites. a biomechanical fox person. mad alchemist and lavender witch. faerie changeling and quantum mechanic.
fae / faer
☉ ♊ • ☾ ♉ • ↥ ♏ ☄ 1990 | ⚧ ∞ 🜛 ⚘
i have many names. online i go by "hahli". offline i go by another. and elsewhere by other names still.
i change with every breath, and dream beyond the flesh exist sight unseen, betwixt and between the light passed behind the eyelids at night aliace of otherland, renegade knight
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lore drop
I frist met my dæmon at age 16. they were a mouse. they were a crow. they were cat, a fox, an osprey. Around this time I had found a philosophical context for this experience in reading His Dark Materials. That year I was undergoing a focused cult indoctrination process at home and Lyra's journey bewtween worlds resonated in me very deeply. I had a unique vantage point from which to observe the cold precision of cutting the soul out of your body. Of intercision. I was given a key. And as patriarchy imposed istelf in my material life, my ætheric, spiritual life took refuge within imagination and fiction.
unlike people in Lyra's world, my dæmon never settled into one shape, but they've slowed down how frequently they do.
Anyway, I only know make art & music, play with LEGO, BIONICLE lore, eat hot chip, trans genders, and catch pokémon.